This is my very first entry into my new weight loss journal. I’ve given it the title "Garden Walk" because I am also planting my very first garden. I hope that while my garden takes root and blooms, so will I, on my way to weight loss.
morninglory
Cool insight! You’ll do great! You’ve got the right attitude! Keep it up!
sweet4jay
Thank you sweet4jay! How nice of you to stop in and encourage me!
morninglory
Well, today I go to the doctor for my follow up visit.
Hopefully, I will get the phen today. She would have given it to me last week based on my initial physical but they were out of the 37.5 mg. which she wants me to start on. I told her I would like to split the dosage as I am usually sensitive to medications and I expect I may get very jittery. I am a little bit afraid of the effects and how I will do at work. I may even take a quarter dose, that is what I chicken I am! I love my coffee but from what I’ve read it sounds like many phen users give it up. Snif! Hopefully, I will become a water lover because at this point the only time I generally love water is after pizza and I don’t plan on doing pizza!
I am sooo ready to lose this weight and for the first time in a long time I feel like I will. I have been on a diet since I was six years old. I remember it vividly because we were on vacation and my mother handed out fudgesickles to all of the kids but me. I got an apple. I remember I felt so deprived! And I think I have carried that feeling with me right up until now when I am 52. I’ve been on a thousand diets! Always, always dieting! My lowest weight was 110 lbs. when I was 30. I only stayed at that weight for 2 weeks as I only ate one meal at lunch time and a plate of veg’s at dinner to sustain it. I couldn’t hang in there with that nor was it healthy. My weight immediately jumped up to about 122 and I stayed there for about a year following Weight Watchers diligently. That was the old program of WW which was much more restrictive than now.
I met my (now) husband and gained some happy weight and then got married at 32 and weighed around 128. 9 months later, pregnancy and I gained 65 lbs. Lost most of them and then my second pregnancy at 34 I gained 69 lbs. Well I have never been the same since! But, hey, the kids are worth it!
The lowest I’ve probably been in 16 years is about 140. That used to sound awful to me but now it sounds like "WHAT A BABE" weight!
I am 5′ 2" and I’d really like to get down to 128 which I feel super good at.
Well this is a lot of blah, blah, blah, but it sure feels good writing it all down!
morninglory
Hi Morningglory,
This may sound unbelievable, but once you start guzzling water (and you will when you’re on the Phentermine cuz it gives you a super cottony mouth!), you will find that you actually CRAVE it!!! That’s ALLLLLL you’ll want after a little while! Trust me. I used to couldn’t STAND the thought of water. I HATED it! I NEVER drank it unless it was the only thing available!!! In fact, w/ my last pregnancy I went into labor early just cuz I was dehydrated (that’s what the dr said anyway…) Then, about 2 years ago, I just started MAKING myself drink it (cuz I was doing Atkins) & after a while, that’s about all I wanted! I couldn’t BELIEVE it!!!
When I started Phentermine, same thing! The more I drank, the more I wanted. It’s sooooooooo good for you to drink lots of water every day! That’s what the body needs & wants!!! That’s all I drink now is water! Once in a while, I will have Crystal Light, but other than that…just water!
Good luck to you!!! You’ll do great!
sweet4jay
Thank you sweet4jay! I hope you are right about that!
I’d nearly rather skip food than drink water. Sometimes I gag on it!
morninglory
Well, I just got back from the doctors and happy day I got two weeks worth of phen. They are 37.5 mg. blue and white spec tabs. that I am going to cut in half. I am going to try half in the morning to see how it effects me and take the other half at noon if necesseary.
I am excited to begin and see how these work for me.
I hope and pray I have no bad side effects that derail me.
morninglory
Wow! I was so excited to get here and write this all down that I could barely stand it!!! This is day one for me taking the phen. I woke up with a headache and being the wimpy, (should I mix this with that) person that I am, I was afraid to take my pill cuz I knew I’d need some ibuprofen for my headache. Then I wanted coffee so bad cuz, 1) I love my morning coffee and 2) it is good for a headache. But …. I was afraid of mixing, coffee, ibuprofen and phen. So……I dazed and confused for about an hour and looked up info on the internet re: ibuprofen and phen (which btw, you CAN take together, no problemo). Then I had a cup of coffee and a bowl of oatmeal and my head started to feel better w/o any ibuprofen so I decided … drumroll please….to take the phen for the very first time. I broke my 37.5 mg. pill in half and being the klutz that I am, one half turned out much bigger than the other. I took the smaller one about 8am and off I went to work. No cotton mouth, no jitters, nothing. Just a satisfied feeling and no real hunger. At lunch time, I wasn’t the least bit interested but my stomach was growling and my co-worker said "lets go eat" I am starving. Usually I am right on that same bandwagon with her, but today, I could have cared less. She is a tiny 100 lb. girl and also a vegetarian, but man she can eat. We’ve been on this cottage cheese, tuna, fruit lunch kick for about 2 months. So, I grabbed my pear and cottage cheese. It took me the full 1/2 hour to eat the pear and I had about 1/4 cup of cottage cheese. I was 100% satisfied. At about 12pm, I was ready to take the other half of the pill but I didn’t want the original (bigger) half from this mornings pill, so I broke another one and took another smaller half. About 45 mins. later I felt it kick in, but not any big deal, just a feeling of a little more "alertness".
Now today is HUMID, about 85 degrees with about 90% humidity and although the office is a/c it was steamy and I did a lot of physical work today whereas usually I am at my desk. I cleaned out some of our storage areas, went on a major shopping trip for supplies, etc., and I was ON IT! I mean really motivated! I usually don’t sweat but today … today you could have wrung me out! I am not sure if it is the phen, the weather, both, or what! But I just kept thinking … SWEAT….. GOOD!
Right now it is almost 5pm and I don’t really feel jittery or anything. I was a tad hungry and I’ve read and read about making sure to eat, so I had one of my protein bars, 150 cals. with (yes) a cup of coffee. I am hoping the coffee will jolt the phen a little bit to carry me through the night. I hope I am not sorry about this at say … 2am this morning!
Ok, I am feeling the effects of the caffiene right now. oh oh. It definitely jolted the effects but nothing bad. Once the sun goes down, I am going to go do some planting in my NEW GARDEN! It is a perinneal garden and since I know absolutely NOTHING about gardening this is quite an adventure for me~! The garden area is huge! About 20×20 ft. My husband and son have fixed the area and put boulders and rocks around the border and five yrds. of top soil. Now it is ready for me to plant. I only have 13 plants so far (hey, it gets expensive). So it will be an ongoing process.
My summation:
No bad side effects AT ALL! Felt no cotton mouth, no jitters, but it did give me an over-all feeling of satisfaction as it relates to food.
One really suprising thing is the lack of cotton mouth, I was actually looking forward to high levels of thirst as I am not a thirsty person AT ALL and I never drink as much water as I should. While it wasn’t a huge chore for me today, it still was somewhat difficult drinking the water today.
I am going to continue taking the pill 1/2 in the morning and 1/2 at Noon as long as it works this way for me.
Anybody reading this, if you’ve gotten this far……please give me a shout. I’d love to hear from you and support you too!
God Bless~! And thank you Lord that these pills seem to help me!
morninglory